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I never thought I would be able to explain what had happened to me all those years ago without people thinking I was crazy, even I thought I was crazy. How could I tell people I had died gone to the other side seen the white light? Truth is it scared me what I knew and what I had seen and what happened to me. So I sat in silence and I just went on with my life the only way I knew how. I honestly didn’t want to talk about it because I was scared of death, I AM in a higher space now, nothing scares me because I AM creating this reality, why should I fear myself and my own life? I chose to be here to have this human experience. 
What I didn’t know was why it was valid and why I had to experience it,and what was to come after which turns out was twenty years or so of darkness( and this was necessary too). I really don’t think I would be the person I am today without that darkness and it’s the very reason I share what I share and do what I do. So I can now be the lighthouse for lost souls who are still searching for the light in the darkness. It makes my suffering all that worthwhile, knowing I can make a difference in people’s lives.

Do you ever feel that everything happens for a reason and your exactly where you are supposed to be in life? 

Despite all things that have happened to you in the past?

I hope so and if not , don’t worry, there will be a time where it all makes sense and even if it doesn’t , just know that there are people who are rooting for you, believing in you, and want you to win and I am one of them. In my early twenties I spent a lot of time in church it’s something I talk about in my forthcoming book. It helped me massively because I drank a lot and did drugs from a young age and it was a sense of community which I really needed at the time. Sadly some things occurred within the church that deterred me away from being there, but I didn’t lose my belief I always believed I had guides helping throughout life. 

The Lord’s Prayer has always helped me through life, the words have always comforted me although I don’t consider myself religious at all because I believe religion has only really separated us from us. The really divine is within and that’s how Reiki significantly shifted my perception and aligned with what happened to me on that night way back 1994. It was something that took 20 years for me to figure out and something at the time was very frightening. I had my Kundalini awakened when I took LSD. My consciousness went into pure white light ( which I believed I left this dimension, I basically died) it didn’t last long but it was as you can imagine life changing. I did in fact suffer psychological effects for many years due to my lack of knowledge and so I do believe we should awaken the kundalini gently. 

Because by GOD its a force. 

What is Kundalini? 

Kundalini (Sanskrit: कुण्डलिनी kuṇḍalinī, About this sound pronunciation , “coiled one”), in the concept of Dharma, refers to a form of primal energy (or shakti) said to be located at the base of the spine. Different spiritual traditions teach methods of “awakening” kundalini for the purpose of reaching spiritual enlightenment and a range of supernormal powers. Writer Joseph Campbell describes the concept of Kundalini as “the figure of a coiled female serpent—a serpent goddess not of “gross” but of “subtle” substance – which is to be thought of as residing in a torpid, slumbering state in a subtle center, the first of the seven, near the base of the spine: the aim of the yoga then being to rouse this serpent, lift her head, and bring her up a subtle nerve or channel of the spine to the so-called “thousand-petaled lotus” (Sahasrara) at the crown of the head… Crown Chakra.

She, rising from the lowest to the highest lotus center, will pass through and wake the five between, and with each waking the psychology and personality of the practitioner will be altogether and fundamentally transformed.”
Kundalini awakening is said to result from deep meditation, and consequently enlightenment and bliss.However, as each individual is unique, Kundalini awakenings can happen through a variety of methods not limited to deep meditation. This awakening involves the Kundalini physically moving up the central channel to reach within the Sahasrara Chakra at the top of the head. Many systems of yoga focus on awakening Kundalini through meditation, pranayama breathing, the practice of asana and chanting of mantras.In physical terms, the Kundalini experience is frequently reported to be a feeling of electric current running along the spine. And this I have experienced many times now as a Reiki practitioner , its possible to achieve this through Yoga, mine was rudely and forcefully awakened by LSD in which I believe was all part of my blueprint. 

Was Jesus a Yogi?

I truly believe every master who has walked this Earth and shared knowledge had to know himself, they knew wholeheartedly that
they were the way, the truth and the light
Its YOU , the holy trinity MIND, BODY AND SOUL 
The connection to the Lords Prayer and The Chakras makes perfect sense and Jesus finding of his truth were shared throughout the land. 

But not everyone gets it? 

Because the Third Eye is pretty much closed to many humans who are unaware that they are creating this reality and so therefore their minds are limited so if you are reading this take no offence, use logic to come to sense and take a different view, after all life is only perspective………


Which way will you go will depend on who you are


I have always believed my early connection to Christianity and my death experience and the fact that I AM the woman I AM today was no coincidence. The night in question I was with two men, neither of them I knew but a friend knew them and I believe them to be earthbound angels, in fact I was go as far as to thinking that night in question was planned long before I set foot on this precious Earth. 

There is an interesting connection between ‘Our Lord’s Prayer’ and the Chakra System. The Lord’s Prayer is extremely venerated by Christians/Catholics alike, as this prayer was an original given to Jesus by God to teach his disciples. 

However, there is an interesting theory that finds a curious link between this prayer, and 7 CHAKRAS 

First, lets investigate the Chakra system. 

The 7 chakras start from the top of your head, and work their way down to the base of your spine. 


Sanskrit Name: Sahsarara

Colour : Violet

Opposite : Yellow

Element: Cosmic Energy

Sense: Thought/ Seventh Sense

Note: B

Endocrine Glands: Pituitary and Pineal

Essential Oils: Frankincense, Sandlewood, Benzoin

Crystals: Amethyst, Diamond , Clear Quartz

Foods: Violet foods, Aubergines, Purple grapes

Keywords: Dedicated, Idealistic, Intuitive, haa oneness with infinite. Spiritual, has perception beyond space and time. Open to the divine.Compassion, Spiritual love, non attached loving.

Anxiety, Depression, Coma, Amnesia, headaches, Migraine, Stroke, Brain Tumour, Epilepsy, Multiple Sclerosis, Parkinson’s Disease, Attention Deficit Disorder, ALS ( Lou Gehrig Disease) Mental Illness, Schizophrenia ,Multiple Personality Disorder. Insanity, mental health issues. Dementia or Alzheimer’s Disease , Learning Disabilities

Lesson: Knowingness– The right to aspire. 
Dedication to the divine consciousness and trusting the universe. Learning about one’s spirituality. Our connection to the concept of “God” or a higher intelligence. Integrating one’s consciousness and subconsciousness into the superconsciousness


Sanskit Name: Anja

Location: Forehead, in between the eyes.

Colour: Indigo 

Opposite: Orange

Element: Light

Note: A

Endocrine Glands: The Piuitary/The Pineal

Crystals: Amethyst, Lapis Lazuli,Purple Flourite, Moonstone, Clear Quartz

Essential Oils: Frankincense, Cedarwood,Marjoram, Juniper,Clary Sage, Rosemary, Sandalwood

Foods: Blue and Violet food such as Plums, blueberries, purple cabbage, purple potatoes, blackberries,Eggplant,Purple peppers and kale

Keywords: Intuition, integration, tolerance, psychic skills, insight and imagination, spirituality, self realisation, clarity, clairvoyance, soul-realisation, comprehension, idealism 
If your third eye is under active you will probably have difficulty in understanding the spiritual side of the world and the connection between your inner and outer reality. You may lack empathy for the people in your life, lack common sense, or intuition. Memory and learning can be affected if the third eye is not balanced
Illness :Insomnia,Headaches,Migraines,Upper frontal sinus conditions,Hay fever,Allergies Neurological disturbances,Bad eye sight,Glaucoma,Hallucinations,Cataracts Macular Degeneration,Blindness,Stroke Haemorrhage 


Sanskit: Visuddha

Colour : Blue

Opposite: Red

Location: Throat region
Element: Ether

Sense: Hearing

Note: G sharp

Endocrine Glands: The Thyroid

Essential Oils: Lavender, Chamomile, Geranium, Frankincense, Sandlewood, Cypress

Crystals: Turquoise, Aquamarine, Chrysola

Foods: Plum, Blueberries

Key Words: contented, centered, intuitive, communication, calmness, loyality, aspirations,gentleness, reliability

Illness:Thyroid or hearing problems,Teeth or gum problems/disease,Blocked by miscommunication and lies,Lack of purpose in life,Unable to express themselves fully,Fear of speaking the truth,TMJ ( Temporomandibular joint ,Disorder of the jaw,Swollen glands in the Throat,Neck problems,Chronic Childhood Tonsillitis,Ear infections,Thyroid Cancer, hashimotos,Grave disease,Chronic Sinus problems 


Sanskrit: Anahata 

Colour : Green and Pink

Opposite: None needed as it balanced and centred

Element: Air

Sense : Touch

Note : F Sharp

Endocrine Glands: The Thymus
Essential Oils: Jasmine, Ylang Ylang, Neroli,Lavender, Melissa , Rose

Crystals: Adventurine, Jade, Rose Quartz
Foods: Cabbage, Brocolli, Green Apples, Celery, Herbs, Cucumber

Illness: Congestive Heart Failure, Heart attack , Mitral valve prolapse ,Chest pain , Arteriosclerosis, Peripheral Vascular insufficiency, Asthma, Shortness of breathe, Allergies, Lung Cancer, Pneumonia, Bronchitis, Emphysema, Breast Cancer and breast disorders such as mastitis or cysts. Immune system deficiencies .Circulation problems, tension or pain between the shoulder blades. Shoulders,arms and hand issues. Such as carpal tunnel, Apnea, Thymus issues and anti social behaviour.


Sanskrit: Manipuraka

Colour: Yellow

Opposite: Violet

Element : Fire

Sense: Sight

Note : E

Endocrine Glands : The Pancreas, Liver, Gall Bladder, Lower/Mid back.

Animal Totem: Humming Bird

Position: Above Navel

Essential Oils: Lemon, Lemongrass, Ginger, Black Pepper, Peppermint, Rosemary

Crystals: Citrine, Amber, Yellow Topaz
Foods: Yellow Skinned fruits and vegetables such as Sweetcorn, Lemons, Bananas, Carbohydrates ( High Energy foods)

Keywords: Outgoing, Cheerful, Radiant, Warm, Humourous, Strong sense of self, Relaxed, Spontaneous, Expressive

Illness: Food Allergies, Diabetes, Depression, Mental and Physical exhaustion. Liver problems including Cirrhosis, Hepatitis and Liver cancer. Problems with Pancreas including diabetes and hypoglycaemia.  Digestive difficulties and disorders. Gallstones, Hiatal Hernia , Hemorrhoids, Varicose Veins. Problems with Spleen.


Sanskrit: Svadisthana

Colour: Orange

Opposite: Indigo

Element: Water

Sense: Taste

Note: D

Endocrine Glands: The adrenal/gonads

Essential Oils: Jasmine, Ylang Ylang, Clary Sage, Geranium, Patchouli, Clary Sage, Rose

Crystals: Coral, Tigers Eye, Carnelian

Foods: Orange skinned fruits and vegetables. Oranges and Apricots, Butternut Squash, Punpkin, Carrots, Sweed, Peaches.

Keywords: Creative, Sociable, Enthusiastic, Happy, Independent, warm, optimistic, self- assured, imaginative, concerned for others , utilisation of creative forces for all aspects of being.

Illnesses:Ulcerative Colitis, Appendicitis, Chronic Low back pain, Sexual disfunction, Impotence. Diverticulitis, Crohns Disease, Bladder and Urinary Infections, Endometriosis, Pelvic inflammatory disease.


Sanskrit: Muladhara

Colour: Red

Opposite: Blue

Element: Earth

Sense: Smell

Note: C

Endocrine Glands: The gonads/adrenal
A mans sexual organs are located primarily in the root chakra. A woman’s primarily in the second chakra, so this is why women’s sexual energy is associated with emotions.

Essential Oils: Vetiver, Cedarwood, Myrrh, Frankincense, Patchouli, Benzoin, Sandlewood. 

Crystals: Garnet, Obsidian, Smokey Quartz

Foods: Red skin fruits and vegetables, Red peppers, tomatoes, and strawberries.

Keywords: Grounding, Strength,Survival, Courage, Life force, Vitality, Sexuality, Passion, Fight or flight, Centre for physical energy and vitality. Connection with the Earth. Centre of manifestation in the physical plane.
Illness:Eating Disorders /Malnourishment Problems with Legs, Feet, Coccyx,Rectal or Colon Cancer,Bone or Immune related diseases and disorders,Osteoporosis or Bone disorder,Spaciness , Anxiety and Chronic fear Materialism,Instability, Fibromyalgia 

The Our Lord’s Prayer has several different versions, see: The Enochian Ritual, but for this connected “dot” the prayer is as follows

Our Father who art in Heaven

Hallowed be Thy Name

Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done 
On Earth as it is in Heaven 

Give us this day our daily bread

 And forgive us our trespasses as we forgive                  those who trespass against us

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil
For Thine is the Kingdom, the Power and the Glory

Forever, and ever Amen

Now if we combine the Chakra system with the Lords prayer, we get a connection that has fascinated me, therefore I share with you
Our Father who art in Heaven” + Crown Chakra 

As above so below , this is establishing the connection to the concept of GOD or higher intelligence. Integrating one’s consciousness and subconscious into the superconsciousness 

“Hallowed be Thy Name” + Third Eye Chakra 
The Third Eye gives us vision , this sight allows us to see that we are truly creating this reality, this is the sacred space of GOD the creator. 

Hallowed is the name, because the sight of the third eye gives us the vision to establish the understanding that to truly name God is impossible.

 “Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done” + Throat Chakra:

Abracadabra is the definition of I create what I speak, the Throat Chakra is Ether, Communication, living your truth. Being mindful of your Throat Chakra in conjunction with the will of your words is what is being said here. Your will your way ( You are the way, the truth, the light)
On Earth as it is in Heaven” + Heart Chakra: 
Jesus had a fully awakened heart, he was balanced in his heart chakra living a heaven on Earth because he lived from his heart. In many ancient cultures the congruent notion of the sacred heart is not separate The confusion is that his heart was THE sacred heart, but the Heavenly truth is that we all have the ability to awaken the divine spark within us. This is “gnosis” – connecting the below, to the above, the within to the without. Making Heaven on Earth, by living truly in our hearts.


“Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us” Solar Plexus Chakra 
The Solar Plexus gives us the right to think and take action on our desires, like the third eye, is another center of intuition – but it is the intuition center for ego based conflict. This is our Personal power and a balance of intellect, self-confidence and ego power. We must keep our egos in check , of course we need our Egos don’t let anyone tell you any different but the ability to have self-control is necessary.

The “Daily bread”, can be viewed at as the “spiritual nutrition” from source, to keep us in alignment with our etheric selves, as opposed to the egotistical Earth nature that can lead us astray. Forgiveness of others is the “food of the gods”. The Solar Plexus is all about movement and energy where the first two chakras meet to create action, without good sources of high energy foods we lack so daily bread can be interpreted this way.

 And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil” + Sacral Chakra

We can often get caught up in our feelings and an imbalance can cause us to be led into temptation. We need to have a balance socially, and be more aware of ourselves. Lack of positive creativity leads us into evil because we become idle ( The Devil makes work for idle)
A balanced Sacral Chakra will gives us self awareness, independence, flow of creativity , sexuality and passion, overactivity can cause us to get too up in our emotions and lose track of our purpose, the Sacral Chakra and the Third Eye work really well together, to create Heaven on Earth this is where purpose and passion meet clarity and vision so you are constantly expanding and creating a better life for yourself.
Connecting to this chakra, and part of the prayer, is a reminder to honor your feelings, and be gentle to yourself. When a bad feeling presents itself, identify it, do not drown it in sorrow or mask it with one of the 7 deadly temptations of sin (the antitheses of the chakras).

 “For Thine is the Kingdom, the Power and the Glory. Forever, and ever Amen” is Root Chakra.

There is no separation, the meat suit and GOD is one, Thine is the Kingdom.To know thyself, is to know God. You were created by the creator to be creative, which is the ultimate act of Godness. The capacity for creation is infinite (forever, and ever), and remembering the path and purpose of your person is the ultimate Holy communion.

For me this knowledge and this connection draws me closer and closer to oneness and to myself, for many years I was confused, lost in the darkness struggling to figure out life. When truly I only really needed to know myself and that is what the Chakras have taught me. They say Reiki finds you and they were so right, eventually I became the woman I was born to be so I can spread my light across the land and become the being I needed to be for all mankind. 
This prayer is an artform and now I have my view on it, I will give it reverence and honour because this kind of communion is the kind of communion I can dig with. I will visualise, feel , connect with each word and live this life based on these words and chakras daily. 
Nothing you can’t be or do, nothing you can’t achieve. I pray for the day we all get that revelation 
With Love


Mother, Global Entreprenuer, Blogger, Reiki Healer, Philanthropist and Lover of life